Ayu In Bangkok.

Ayu in bangkok rite now for a 4 days vacation with her housemate. Emm...I wonder what she's doing rite now. Must be shopping for a last minute :). Today is her last day in bangkok and will taking a flight at night. Receive her email yesterday and today, i know she really have a great time there. In her last email, she sad yesterday she went to COROK, experience herself to ride an elephant, bamboo rafting, seen railway death and explore a waterfall nearby. The hotel that she rent in Bangkok is very cheap,only cost her rm40 perday. Not really comfortable she said but many back packers all around the world was stay over there for a cheap pit stop. But most of the time she n her friend not really be in their room because there is so much activities to do over there.

She cannot wait to show me all the picture she's taken over there. She asked me to teach her how to upload all those photo in Yahoo Photo once she come back :). Same like her, I'm also cannot wait to see all those pictures :). But I guess I'm more excited to see the dress she bought to me there once she come back :). Naughty me, hah ;]

But the most interesting thing that she wrote to me was, she's taking a train and throught out the journey, they passed many local village which have amazing view, so nice and so beautiful. She knew I will like it to taking a train and have an experince like that as she like it very much. Yes i'm sure I will :)

Gosh...miss her so much. I will wait for her call tonight :)

My Mom's

Mother's day is just around the corner. For living almost 26 years in this world,there is a lot lot lot of experience that I endure with my mom, either good one or bad one, getting so trouble to past the thought of all these memories.My mom,emm...what is the perfect word for me to describe her? Is it "patient", is it "lovely", is it "Detractor", is it "outspoken", is it "caring"? I guess the perfect one to describe is,it's the combination from all of those words.

Sometimes my mom can go so easy, but sometimes my mom is so unpredictable. Even now, I still can't understand the way she react to the certain situation. Such as "my mom will start nagging if she knew that I'm take a long time in the shower". I'm wonder,why is it wrong? I'm not use her bathroom in her room or the bathroom in downstairs, instead i'm using my own that I share with my 15 years old younger sister. Yesterday, it's happen again but it's ok i'm use with it :)

Even if I'm hanging out with my fren every weekend, it will be an issue to my mom.Every time I ask her a permission to go out with my fren (don't be surprise, I still do it even now), then she will start her "lecture". Sometimes I can be a good listener but sometimes I really don't.
I guess all the daughter out there face the same problem with me. There is always a conflict between mother and her daugther, even once. Emm...I'm wonder if the son also face the same problem with their mother? Live in the family with 2 sisters and only 8 years old younger brother, how should I know?

Whatever it is, I still admire my mom, love my mom with all my heart more then anything else in this world. Sometimes I feel that Allah Swt given me a gift, for not to hate her even once everytime she make my life "very" miserable. I knew, there is so many things she done to me, and to raise me , until what I am today, it's something that I can't repay with anything. Sometimes I do forget all her sacrifice, but she never denying me sometimes I do rise my voice towards her, but she never keep it inside. Sometimes I can't understand her, but she always try to understand me even it's seem so hard for her.

But I know, my mom life is so tough since before until now. There is always something to come to test her in life. But my mom is the person who never giving up and tackle all the challenge as best as she can. Once, my mom told me, LIFE WOULD NEVER BE TOO EASY BUT AS LONG AS YOU BELIEVE TO ALLAH SWT, TO YOURSELF AND TO WHOM THAT YOU LOVE SO MUCH, NOTHING IS CAN'T STOP YOU.

To my mom, you're worth more then anything to me in this world. I'm admit that I'm not a "good" daughter, even I'm felt that I am the most terrible daughter in this world as the day getting past. Hope you mom never regret to have a daughter like me but I will and always will do my best to be a perfect daughter to you. Syurga dibawah telapak kaki ibu, and please forgive for everything that I done wrong towards you.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, MOM

EJA