My Mom's

Mother's day is just around the corner. For living almost 26 years in this world,there is a lot lot lot of experience that I endure with my mom, either good one or bad one, getting so trouble to past the thought of all these memories.My mom,emm...what is the perfect word for me to describe her? Is it "patient", is it "lovely", is it "Detractor", is it "outspoken", is it "caring"? I guess the perfect one to describe is,it's the combination from all of those words.

Sometimes my mom can go so easy, but sometimes my mom is so unpredictable. Even now, I still can't understand the way she react to the certain situation. Such as "my mom will start nagging if she knew that I'm take a long time in the shower". I'm wonder,why is it wrong? I'm not use her bathroom in her room or the bathroom in downstairs, instead i'm using my own that I share with my 15 years old younger sister. Yesterday, it's happen again but it's ok i'm use with it :)

Even if I'm hanging out with my fren every weekend, it will be an issue to my mom.Every time I ask her a permission to go out with my fren (don't be surprise, I still do it even now), then she will start her "lecture". Sometimes I can be a good listener but sometimes I really don't.
I guess all the daughter out there face the same problem with me. There is always a conflict between mother and her daugther, even once. Emm...I'm wonder if the son also face the same problem with their mother? Live in the family with 2 sisters and only 8 years old younger brother, how should I know?

Whatever it is, I still admire my mom, love my mom with all my heart more then anything else in this world. Sometimes I feel that Allah Swt given me a gift, for not to hate her even once everytime she make my life "very" miserable. I knew, there is so many things she done to me, and to raise me , until what I am today, it's something that I can't repay with anything. Sometimes I do forget all her sacrifice, but she never denying me sometimes I do rise my voice towards her, but she never keep it inside. Sometimes I can't understand her, but she always try to understand me even it's seem so hard for her.

But I know, my mom life is so tough since before until now. There is always something to come to test her in life. But my mom is the person who never giving up and tackle all the challenge as best as she can. Once, my mom told me, LIFE WOULD NEVER BE TOO EASY BUT AS LONG AS YOU BELIEVE TO ALLAH SWT, TO YOURSELF AND TO WHOM THAT YOU LOVE SO MUCH, NOTHING IS CAN'T STOP YOU.

To my mom, you're worth more then anything to me in this world. I'm admit that I'm not a "good" daughter, even I'm felt that I am the most terrible daughter in this world as the day getting past. Hope you mom never regret to have a daughter like me but I will and always will do my best to be a perfect daughter to you. Syurga dibawah telapak kaki ibu, and please forgive for everything that I done wrong towards you.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, MOM

EJA